- Someone Has Poisoned Me -
BY: NITYANANDA DAS

Srila Prabhupada's Poisoning by Arsenic  Someone Has Poisoned Me - Part 1
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The Facts About Srila Prabhupada's Poisoning by Arsenic

"So as Krishna was attempted to be killed... And Lord Jesus Christ was killed.
So they may kill me also." (Srila Prabhupada, May 3, l976, Honolulu)
"my only request is , that at the last stage don't torture me, and put me to death"
(from SPC Vol. 36, November 3, 1977 tape recorded Room Conversation)


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Newly discovered text:
(While kaviraja speaks hindi, yet unidentified whispers can be heard, and then:)

Kaviraja: (Hindi)
Tamala Krsna: Put poison in different containers
.
Unknown person: That's all right.

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"The poison is going down (giggle) the poison is going down"

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"Is the poison in the milk umm humm"

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"Poison Ishvarya Rasa

Me! or In Me!
Take it easy .. get ready to go
going under Srila Prabhupada
Going under"
- devotees offering last..."

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Srila Prabhupada: koi bolta hai koi poison diya hai - some one is saying some poison has been given.

Kaviraja: kisko - to whom?
Srila Prabhupada: mujko - to me.

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"Poison Ishvara Rasa"

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Srila Prabhupada: "Hmm"
About 7 seconds into the clip there is a whisper which is currently being analyzed: ".... is going down" (that is what we hear)
Person: Giggles
Jayapataka: (speaks about kaviraja)
Srila Prabhupada: "I drink milk?"
Towards the end of this clip is the controversial "poison" whisper.

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Maha Buddhi prabhu's report explains what follows: "Also, listening later on in the tape shortly after "Poison in the Milk" part, actually Bhakti Caru Maharaja asks Srila Prabhupada in Bengali if he would like milk? Srila Prabhupada agrees, he drinks, and Bhakti Caru asks if it is too hot and Srila Prabhupada answers no it is extremely sweet!"

(The whisper starts about 60 seconds after Srila Prabhupada asks for milk)

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"Let's put poison in the milk... Hmm"

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"Put the poison in" or
"Put the poison in the milk" or
"Put the poison in the cup".
or
"Is the poison in the milk?... Hmm..."

This passage is shortly after Srila Prabhupada mentions "milk" and a loud "click" can be heard on the tape as in a poorly done editing cut.

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1. "Lets not poison him and go" or
2. "Lets now poison him and go."

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Room Conversation, Vrindavan 10/31/77

Prabhupada: Huh. No more, no more trial. Adri-dharana?
Adri-dharana: Yes, Srila Prabhupada.
Prabhupada: What do you think?
Adri-dharana: About this man?
Prabhupada: Yes. Follow strictly.
Tamala Krsna: Do you agree that we should follow strictly his advice?
Adri-dharana: From my experience I think he's a very good man. He's a Vaisnava.
Tamala Krsna: We certainly have... We might as well try. We've tried everyone else.
Prabhupada: Hm.
Tamala Krsna: So let us try.
Bhavananda: He did agree with your own diagnosis, Prabhupada. He said makaradhvaja at this point would be poison and today you said that it was poison.
Prabhupada: Yes.
Bhavananda: So that was...
Prabhupada: Mm. Mm?
Tamala Krsna: Satadhanya asks whether he looks like the man you saw in the dream.
Prabhupada: He has tilaka?
Tamala Krsna: Yes, he has nice tilaka.
Prabhupada: (indistinct). The other man, he has nice tilaka?
Tamala Krsna: Govardhanaji has tilaka?
Adri-dharana: No.
Tamala Krsna: No.
Prabhupada: That's all right.
Adri-dharana: Also Govardhanaji was not very, extremely helpful. He said he would not come to Vrndavana. He said he would not...
Tamala Krsna: Now this man said in fifteen days Prabhupada would be better.
Adri-dharana: He said there will be improvement, in a few days, two or three days there will be improvement.

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Room Conversation Vrindavan 10/77

Prabhupada: So... Kaviraja he might ...
Tamala Krsna: What Srila Prabhupada?
Prabhupada: That Kaviraja .. some how another it does not happen.
Tamala Krsna: I don't feel this is conclusively not happened.
Prabhupada: Simply, one after another.
Tamala Krsna: Yeah.. First we had that Madva.. not Madva - Ramanuji from Sri Rangaji temple he seemed to be a cheater... then this one we got this medicine from that Shakti...Shakta Kaviraja and that medicine turned out to be poison.
Prabhupada: Hmm...
Tamala Krsna: And now this Kaviraja, who is supposed to be coming from Calcutta has become a mystery where he is. The temple was called they said had left...
Devotee: Twice...
Tamala Krsna: ...they called twice to Calcutta...they said they left and yet he is not here.
I don't know what to make of it. A very puzzling situation.
I think if by tomorrow noon they have not arrived, then Satadanya can go to Calcutta.

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Room Conversation, Vrindavan 11/8/77

Prabhupada: Sa eva go-kharah. (pause)
Tamala Krsna: Srila Prabhupada? You said before that you..., that it is said that you were poisoned?
Prabhupada: No. These kind of symptoms are seen when a man is poisoned. He said like that, not that I am poisoned.
Tamala Krsna: Did anyone tell you that, or you just know it from before?
Prabhupada: I read something.
Tamala Krsna: Ah, I see. That's why actually we cannot allow anyone else to cook for you.
Prabhupada: That is good.
Tamala Krsna: Jayapataka Maharaja was telling that one acarya, Sankaracarya, of the Sankaracarya line--this was a while ago--he was poisoned to death. Since that time, none of the acaryas or the gurus of the Sankaracarya line will ever take any food cooked except by their own men.
Prabhupada: My Guru Maharaja also.
Tamala Krsna: Oh. You, of course, have been so merciful that sometimes you would take prasada cooked by so many different people.
Prabhupada: That should be stopped. (pause)

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Room Conversation, Vrindavan 11/9-10/77

Devotee: What did Prabhupada just say?
Unknown (Indian accent): Prabhupad just said that this morning his condition was bad.
Bhavananda: SP was complaining about mental distress this morning.
Kaviraja: (Hindi)... mental distress?
Prabhupada: (Hindi)... poison.
Kaviraja: (Hindi)
Devotee: Some one gave him poison.
Kaviraja
: (Hindi)
Tamal Krishna: Prabhupada was thinking that someone was poisoning him. That was the mental disturbance.
Kaviraja: (Hindi)
Tamal Krishna: What did Kaviraja say?
Unknown (Indian accent): He said that when Srila Prabhupada is saying that there must be some truth behind it.
Devotee: What is ....?
Devotee: That someone gave him some poison - powdered (many voices - hindi)
Tamal Krishna: Srila Prabhupada, Shastraji says that there must be some truth to it if you said that. So who is it that has poisoned?
Pause......
Kaviraja: (Hindi - asking SP)
(Hindi conversation)
Devotee: What did he say?
Unknown (Indian accent): He said that it is quiet possible that Mercury is a kind of poison.
Kaviraja: Very poison...
Bhavananda: What medicine was he taking before that.
Unknown (Indian accent): He is referring to a big case husband poisoning the wife.
Tamal Krishna: No poison is strong enough to stop the harinam.

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Room Conversation, Vrindavan 11/10/77

Jagadisa: Srila Prabhupada, can you tell us why you want to go on the parikrama?
Bhakti-caru: (Bengali) (break)
Prabhupada: ...good paddy.
Tamala Krsna: This seems like suicide, Srila Prabhupada, this program. It seems to some of us like it's suicidal.
Prabhupada: And this is also suicidal.
Tamala Krsna: Hm. Prabhupada said, "And this is also suicide." Now you have to choose which suicide.
Prabhupada: The Ravana will kill and Rama will kill. Better to be killed by Rama. Eh? That Marica--if he does not go to mislead Sita, he'll be killed by Ravana; and if he goes to be killed by Rama, then it is better.
Tamala Krsna: Who is this Prabhupada's talking about?
Devotees: Marica.
Tamala Krsna: Srila Prabhupada? I mean, just judging the symptoms, which is all that we can do, certain symptoms have certainly picked up. For instance, you're passing more urine, stool is coming naturally, and you're able to drink milk without getting any cough. These things were never there before.
Prabhupada: Hm. That will continue.

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Srila Prabhupada left this mortal world on November 14, 1977.
But He lives forever in His instructions, and His followers will always live with Him.

"He reasons ill who tells that Vaishnavas die
While thou art living still in sound!
The Vaishnavas die to live, and living try
To spread the Holy Name around"
(Śrīla Bhaktivinoda Thākura)

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